I have a voice that talks to me
in my head sometimes
That says,
why not do something extreme?
Shave your eyebrows off,
baby, buy a building
And this voice that talks to me
in my head sometimes
Say, that's fucking brilliant,
buy a building
So I bought a building,
where the most evil is dog
shit ground
Everything has to be torn down,
and blasted over, just for me
There's no plumbing,
no wifi, no fire escape
Just an ancient, damaged,
velvet -grave
that's older than me
You can call me delusional,
but I've known since I was 18
That I'd one day be the face
of every major magazine
I don't need community,
I don't have to belong
It's my 40 ,000
followers on Instagram,
just can't be wrong
I turn my pain to hell with the past,
my future's great
It all starts today
I'll be your hashtag household name
I have a therapist who talks
to me sometimes
The void you feel cannot be
filled up with Restylane
Or buying a building
And the therapist who talks
to me sometimes
Asks do you find your life fulfilling
So I bought a building
And it's not the lap of luxury
But it's a stepping stone to
the Fantasy of Paris
It's the top fashion week
If you're squint enough, it's almost quaint
It just needs a hundred coats of paint
In order to look less bleak
And the rest is history
I'll launch like a cannonball
I'll make a million dollars
And I'll prove once and for all
That I'm not just a basic bitch
Another one of eight new barrettes
Tipping toward a breakdown
With my 80 ,000 follow
ers on Pinterest
Who's laughing now?
I'm touched by pain
To hell with the past, my future's great
Oh, I'll start today
I'll be your hashtag,
household name